"Six Impossible Things..."


I watched Alice in Wonderland the other day, again. I always liked the part where she talks about imagining "Six Impossible Things before breakfast," so I came up with my own list, of my own Impossible things:

  1. Healing is possible.
  2. The house project is possible - Paint, new floors, and get rid of the old furniture.
  3. Write a book. Share my Story.
  4. Create an organization dedicated to consciousness and awareness about abuse, trauma, mental health and recovery.
5 & 6 are more personal. 

I suppose that challenging my mind to start believing, is "an excellent practice." "A crazy, mad, wonderful idea."

Paty ♥
Learn. Believe. Allow.

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